Yeah, the gardens...not my fault, I swear. That thunderstorm the other day is at fault. Not a lot of damage was done, since I worked my ass off to contain the flames.

So, Marluxia, you owe for saving your precious garden.

Damn. Look at what's happened to me. First I destroy the gardens...twice, I think. Now I'm saving them from lightning-induced damage. Something must be wrong with me. No way that's normal for me. Must be the house really getting to me after all the time I've spent here.

Has anyone seen Roxas around? I haven't seen him in a while and I really need to see him.

Damn it.

It never happened. He's not here anymore and he's not coming back. There's no excuse for even thinking about how things went down.

Gods, damn it! I know I can find some way to blame this on Marluxia.

( Private; Hackable with extreme effort )


[ooc; For anyone who's interested, this is what Axel's rambling on about. Basically Previous!Roxas-mun and I got back together to RP for old time's sake and we decided to totally screw Axel over.]

Current Music: Fall Out Boy: Thanks for the Memories

I don't know why, but I have a sudden desire to burn things. Probably just my element itching for attention. Anyone up to a bonfire? I'll provide the fire and marshmallows. Marluxia will provide kindling with his garden.

.........

Kidding, Marly. I wouldn't burn your stupid garden after last time.

Well, looks like I'm back to being without a heart. I'm not really bugged by this. I mean, it was great having a heart; I got to tell Roxas how I felt and actually mean it. Not that I didn't already, but it just felt so much better to actually say it with my heart backing me up. And he returns the feelings, so all great.

Except for one thing.

( Private to Marluxia )

So, I heard Naminé was here. Is that true?

So, yeah. Got my heart back and told Roxas how I really feel. It turned out great; he's got the same feelings. I mean, I knew beforehand that he cared about me, but since we have hearts now, it's even better to hear that.

Myde--Demyx, if you can't guess--tells me that big, bad Xemnas is in love. I can barely believe that. The Superior? All high and mighty Xemnas is in love? It's kinda creepy, all considering who he is. And get this: it isn't Saïx. I would have guessed it would be Saïx because of the tension between those two. But no, it's apparently some new guy.

I've been looking around and it looks like all the original Nobodies here have regained their hearts, except Saïx. I mean, there's Marly, me, Roxas, Demyx, Zexion and Xemnas who have all have our hearts back. I guess that means the Organization definitely no longer exists at this point, with all of us here accomplishing our goal.

Question is, what do we do now?

( Private to Marluxia )

Current Music: All American Rejects: Dirty Little Secret

So, looks like Xemnas has gone through with his plan to release the Heartless on this miserable Hell on Earth. I suppose I should give a damn, but I don't. I mean, I'm not getting hurt by this. Heartless don't attack beings who don't have Hearts to begin with, so it's not like they can do anything to me.

I almost feel sorry for you people with Hearts. Becoming a Heartless isn't fun. I remember how it was: painful, cold, and fuckin' scary as hell.

Oh, well. Nothing I can do about it. Have a nice life. What's left of your lives, that is. I can't imagine most of you'd survive.

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In June I stole dancing_fangirl's purse (-30 points). In August I put money in soldierzax's expired parking meter (14 points). Last Saturday I committed genocide... Sorry about that, crimsonorchids (-5000 points). Last week I ruled Duluth, Minnesota as a cruel and heartless dictator (700 points). Last Tuesday I broke leonslion's X-Box (-12 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-4328 points). For Christmas I deserve roxa_chan! Sincerely, fierynobody

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Yeah, I've been naughty. -wink-

[ooc; yeah, I so didn't tweak the coding to make the akuroku fangirl in me squeal. -coughlaugh- Right.]

Damn, and here I thought my non-existence couldn’t get any weirder. First, I sleep with Roxas, then he disappears and a different Roxas comes. Of course, by the time this Roxas comes, I’m sleeping with Demyx. I die fighting Pretty Princess Marluxia, come back to find Xemnas and Saïx here as well, and thankfully, I just barely managed to escape the house’s latest mind-fuck.

To add to that list, I just slept with that Reno guy. You know, the guy who looks freakishly like me? Long red hair in a ponytail, red scars under his eyes? Him.

Yeah, I think I’m pretty messed-up.

[ooc; again, blame the sister.]

Current Music: Metallica: Some Kind of Monster

Oh, man. How long was I gone? I don't remember when the fight was. Damn...I hurt all over.

No gaping hole from the killing blow, thank gods.

Holy fuck. Saix and Xemnas are here.

I have done some pretty stupid things ever since I got here. First was the incident with Roxas. Then there was the thing with Demyx. And yesterday, I torched the west side of the gardens in the backyard, just to let off some steam. Unfortunately for anyone who liked those gardenias, they're all charred ashes now. And the delphiniums, the orchids and the white roses.

Does trying to kill Sora count as something stupid? Or threatening Sephiroth?

I imagine that Sephiroth would be at least somewhat challenging to fight. Whereas Sora wouldn't be. I need something to do that won't get me into loads of trouble. I'm sure Lucia won't be the only one to be upset about the garden.

Oh, well, it needed a new look, anyways.